Thanks to Facebook, I was reminded that this was a snapshot of our “new normal” as a family of 5 exactly one year ago today. Three healthy girls, one of which may need some PT for walking. And no pandemic. Easy.
Then life happened.
1 move to Italy. 5 surgeries. 4 days of chemotherapy. 1 gene therapy treatment. 40 days in isolation. 30+ weekly flights. And countless hours of learning everything about MLD from fellow parents since the disease is so rare the internet grossly lacks anything remotely helpful to anyone affected by it.
Days in our life are often still unreal and I wonder if this all really just happened/is happening. And what could possibly be next?? Do I want to know?
For now, here’s what we do know regarding the girls’ progress:
What a sassy, funny, wiggly girl she has turned into. She copies every word she hears, tries to run even though she hasn’t even mastered walking and says hi to literally every person.
Unfortunately, we just found out her body is still fighting the ARSA enzyme it is now creating because it never had it before (like it should have). This is not normal but it does happen and we have been reassured that the antibodies do go away and her body will adjust. But because of this result we will most likely be going back to Italy in April for her 6 month post-gene therapy check up and any accompanying procedure that may help her body adjust. We will share more as we know more there.
In each recent week of Olivia’s clinical trial it has been harder to pull spinal fluid from her internal port, yet still possible to insert the drug. Because this is not normal and it got to the point of not getting any spinal fluid out, she had to go under anesthesia (something that is known to progress the disease) to get x-rays and find out if there is a problem. There was. The catheter had a leak and must now be replaced.
Unfortunately, that meant she probably hadn’t received her full dose in the weeks prior and will now have to undergo another surgery to replace it. We can only hope that the weeks and infusions to follow help stall the disease as it should.
She continues to have hard days and we can only hope for a miracle. In the meantime, we are working on getting her a machine that will help her communicate using only her eyes! We are so excited about this and the opportunity to know exactly what she wants or needs rather than playing the guessing game.
Since returning to school in-person her reading and writing have greatly improved and she is so happy to be around her friends in real life! We do miss having that extra time with her but so happy to see her developing in more ways than one. She brings so much light (and loudness) to this house of ours and her sisters absolutely adore her. As do we!
While it’s insane to think how the last year has changed all of our lives, it’s even harder to imagine how it could change in the year to come. But, we are remaining positive and hopeful and are doing everything we can for our girls. Keep the positive thoughts, prayers and virtual hugs coming! We appreciate them so much! ❤
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Thank you Kendra for the update – I can’t even begin to imagine how your day to day life struggles keep you motivated to go on – you are such a strong, beautiful, wonderful and caring Mother, wife, daughter, niece and friend – while we are not living your life as you are – I pray you know that we keep you all in our prayers and know Lord Jesus works miracles- sending much love and prayers 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Kendra, the good thoughts, the hope and the prayers will not stop!!! We love you all and send our love. Uncle Jim and Aunt Judy
Kendra I was not expecting this update. We will be praying Keira’s body adjusts to the ARSA enzyme and doesn’t suffer more set backs but only moves forward. Likewise I’m sorry to hear about the trouble with Olivia’s port. We will be praying for safety with the anesthesia and getting the right dose helps her to improve. You are the best parents for your girls giving them a fighting chance. Eva sounds like she is being the ray of sunshine you all need. Keep the faith! We’ll keep praying for a better year ahead and that this is all just a little hick up. Our hearts go out to you as you continue the journey. Sending love and prayers!